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it is kind of funny. the least expected things happen, when they are least expected. wow.
im too tired to write anymore.Current Mood:  tired Current Music: i can still hear danielle playing guitar |
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...there is someone, who means a lot to me. more than they know. actually, they may even think i don't care about them. but i do, so extremly. it is odd, they have helped me with so much. people drift apart, i suppose. but, can't they drift closer too?
i'm sick, of this behavior. in your life there are other people, but you don't use them to replace the others. no, never replace the people who mean most to you. YOU didn't hold on. hold on to the ones you love.
green and yellow, are my favorite colors, and harry potter-the prisoner of azkaban, is coming to theaters soon.Current Mood:  geeky Current Music: taking back sunday-oh, the whole cd |
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my day was somewhat down the drain, but danielle made me happy.
i am...? lost
i feel like a mermaid stuck in a human's body.
i'll be home when tomorrow morning comes.Current Mood:  confused Current Music: jack johnson- tomorrow morning |
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are you ready for the sex girls?!
my weekend was a 6. i had an excellent time on friday. saturday was only good because i hung out with danny for a little while. i have blackmail on him. but i'm nice so i will just post the pictures and i won't have to ever use them against him. today was alright. russ did something shocking. he came up to my room. the last time he came to my room was last summer. i was shocked. he asked me what i was doing. looked around my room. looked at me then left. i thought i was in trouble. today he was being really silly in raimondoes. he stood up yelling across the room "who did it". he said there was a funny smell. i just laughed, a lot. the people looked at him like he was crazy. maybe he is. he likes his shorts really short and doesnt care if he falls out. i also got to see the love of my like work. i don't think i ever have. she wouldn't ever get me water and a straw though out of work. she would make me do it myself. but i liked the service. :)
i'm going to start meeting new people. i really want to.
i also might be able to go see pina if i get enough money. :D
and i'm gonna keep on loving you, cause it's the only thing I wanna do. i don't wanna sleep. i just wanna keep on loving you.Current Mood:  content Current Music: reo speedwagon- keep on loving you |
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PAST
-first grade teacher's name: mrs. otto. i think
-last word you said: no idea
-last song you sang: the boy who blocked his own shot
-thing you laughed at: pictures
-last time you cried: um...
PRESENT
-what's in your cd player: my relaxation mix
-what color socks are you wearing: i don't wear socks
-what's under your bed: well...:x...and some old matches. i dont know how they got there.
-what time did you wake up today: 10:56...to early
FUTURE
-what is your career going to be: exotic dancer
-where are you going to live: californa. hawaii if i can ever afford it.
-how many kids do you want: one girl or twin girls
-what kind of car will you drive: my dad's land rover or if i'm lucky maybe they will let me buy the 15 seater
CURRENT
-current hair: natural brown, and sloppy
-current clothes: whale shorts and this insane ocean shirt
-current jewelry: rainbow braclet, braclet and neaklace danielle made for me, yellow and green anklet
-current annoyance: my cookies are 10 minutes over in the oven and i dont feel like getting them.
-current smell: bob gacky...he smells so sick
-current longing: to have an orgasm right this second
-current desktop picture: andrew from something corporate.;)
-current favorite band: um...no current?
-current book: harry potter and the...something about fire i know my books by the size, not the title.
-current worry: my cookies are burning
-current hate: the smell of this dog, he won't go away
-story behind your username: danielle gave me an example and i used it, i didnt want to bother thinking of one.
-current favorite article of clothing: no clothes. i like to be naked.
-favorite physical feature on a girl/boy: too much on either is very sexy...my attention is usually caught by hair, or eyes, or other things...
-one person you wish was here right now: Derek
-current mood: sick...i ate too many cookies
-current taste: chocolate
-current thing you ought to be doing: masterbating
-current DVD In Player: THICKER THAN WATER
-i am happiest when: i don't know.
-i feel lonely when: when im with a huge group of people who dont really care, or when im in bed at night
-do you think too much: yes, people have told me before "heather, don't think" it makes me feel like they don't care what i have to say.
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: hawaii
-do you have any regrets: to many
-sex or love: cupcake, or ice cream.
-favorite coffee: mocha
-favorite smell: danny...he smells so excellent, or the beach
-favorite way to waste time: hm...a lot.
-what is your best quality: you tell me.Current Mood:  sick Current Music: brand new- the boy who blocked his own shot |
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wow. i am tired. it is early in the morning. i should still be sleeping. i would be sleeping if my clock didnt say 4 something at 10 something. well thats the way the cookie crumbles.
yesterday was=fabulous
i had so much fun from the start i think. on the bus i was tired though and slept. i yelled at kelly baker to shut up because i heard her laugh and though it was kaitlyn horton being stupid, i didn't mean to. i slept a lot of the ride i think, either that or i was in a really deep daze. kendra would unexpectedly move and get up really fast and yell at me to stop moving. but we got to the park eventually. i went on as many rides i could, but sometimes the lines were so long i didn't think it was worth the wait. one of the lines it felt like we were there for hours. we finally got to go. it was a freefall sort of thing. we got halfway and thought we must be to the top but looked up and still had to go up a lot. we got to the top and it was pretty high. the ride stopped and heather started saying i wanna get off this now! it was so high and didn't know when it would fall. then all of a sudden it did fall, and i tried to scream but no air would come out, it felt so cool. i thought my stomach was going to come out of my mouth.hah. this other girl got off crying, i suggested maybe she had just broken up with her boyfriend. oh well. so the rides were pretty good overall. i was happy to be there. i went on the same water ride three times in a row because there was no line. i ended up soaking wet. i ate dip n dots which are my FAVORITE ice cream in the whole world. the ride home seemed long because the bus driver was slow. i got stuck between the seats because he stopped so fast and i was huddled in a little ball to keep warm. we stopped and got food. then we sang the whole ride home so many songs. it was pretty exciting. my voice was gone by the time we got home though. i came home, had a problem with my fan. solved the problem and went to bed. now here i am again, another day. i think im going to clean up my boat. i want to be able to go in it.
note to self-listen to the people that have been there for you the most.
i belive today is going to be beautiful.:)
May. 15th, 2004 @ 11:19 am
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the last few days= anomalous.
i love the way it is getting really hot. it makes me want to swim! i'm waiting for something to happen. something that will blow my mind. it's going to come to pass soon. i know it. maybe it will happen when pina comes. she isn't coming for a while though. tomorrow i'm staying the night at heather's with kendra, nicole, and kasse i belive. i'm not good with scary movies but they are going to make me watch them. i just wanted to watch jackass and stuff. friday is honor day. i'm vaguely excited. well maybe a little more than vaguely.
i'm going to start taking chances and expanding my horizons.
i'm expanding my vocabulary.
May. 12th, 2004 @ 04:01 pm
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yesterday, and today were...curious. yesterday i had and odd time cleaning my room. hmm. no comment. i ate butter pecan ice cream. it was good, i hadn't eaten that ice cream in a while. i'm very excited for summer to come because cupcake and i will go get maple ice cream! it was warm today. nicole and i had a fun time golfing, i suppose. the creek is always a good place to cool off. nicole suggested i shouldn't use any of my other methods of cooling off. i'm very excited to summer to come also because i want to go swimming, very bad. i'm about to jump in my pond. it is lightning and thundering outside which really thrills me. wow.
i want ice cream. mango ice cream. good guess.
let the rain fall down, and wake my dreams. let it wash away my sanity, cause i wanna feel the thunder i wanna scream.
May. 10th, 2004 @ 09:05 pm
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kas31821: heather, i think you need to get a life
^oddly enough, that meant a lot to me.
i need a new relaxation method and i have no money for any new cds. as a matter a fact i need a job too.
...and you're restless and im naked, you've got to get out. you can't stand to see me shaking.
May. 9th, 2004 @ 10:51 pm
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the weekend was ok...it had its ups and downs...and its downs were very low. friday i went golfing as usual, then i went with nicole and kasse to get diana. we came back to nicole's house and made cannolis which turned out quite well. i crashed in the middle of bruce almighty. the next day we got up and ate cannolis and ice cream for breakfast. rule #1. don't eat cannolis and ice cream for breakfast if you are really hungry. my mom came and picked me up and when i arrived home to a horrible mess from alice's party the night before. as usual i became cinderella and started cleaning it up. laura was being a little brat and decided she was going to help with nothing. so i threw her barbie in the carbage along with many other toys of hers. then i put on this wierd pink thing that i think was a tutu and cinderella shoes and these really cool beads which made her very upset because all of them were hers. while i was still in that lance, tyler, britni, and pat stopped by. i got everything off except for the beads before i answered the door. because the place was still a mess i couldnt do anything which got me a little upset. eventually everything was clean enough for me and i went upstairs to watch 10 things i hate about you. lance stopped by again with tyler and britni and we hung out for about 20 minutes. i'm really really happy i got to see him, but i wish it lasted longer. :/. the night flew by. i got to talk to pina though which was really excellent. she sounds like a kentucky person which made me laugh. then i went with the computer routine and i was off to bed watching grease. i love warm nights. i can't wait for summer:).
yesterday i realized something. maybe you all already know this, but really think about it. everyone is so different. you think you know someone then they come out and do something that blows your mind. it could be good, or bad. the thing is, let them be who they want to be. i hate it when people are made fun of. even though i know everyone has made fun of someone:/. they are just trying to get through this world too, maybe they are doing it differently and maybe they are really wierd or just out of this world. but if they are doing what they want then they must be happy, so just leave it alone. dont judge people.
i need the smell of summer, i need its noises in my ears.
May. 9th, 2004 @ 11:11 am
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